| im feelin pretty good rite now cuz i just did 4 miles. lax in one week.. i for sure did not prepare but watever. i just need to learn how to play the sport n not make a big fool of myseld haha.
today all i ate was a small bowl of cereal (special K) two spoonfuls of applesauce and some baby carrots. im feelin niiiceeee... weight as of now is 130 n im on my pd so as of now im arite w/ it.
last nite i spent the nite w/ mark for the 1st time. we stayed up all nite talken n doing stuff that is none of yalls business hehe but seriously i feel so comfortable around him n he is one of my closest friends along w/ my bf which is awesome!! lol except i did one naughty thing but i think itll be ok... :)
how r yall doin? hopefully good!! stay strong evry1!!! xox* |
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| i am horrible
i am doing horrible
i hate this.
why can i just eat like 'normal' people, why do i have to feel guilty and like i am losing something (not weight.. har har) by eating?
every bite of food i take is like one step farther from being how i want. |
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| i do not have the stength and self-discipline to do this. once i start losing weight its a huge incentive cuz the pounds come off so quickly.. but rite now i am having some trouble getting back into it lol. this whole week i have been just eating normally. it didnt bother me as much as i thought it woud. im glad... :) hmm
thanks soo much* for all ur comments ill get bak 2 yall soon as i can xanga is the most wonderful support ever n i must say yall r wat keeps me strong!! <33 love u girls!
*Brooke* |
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